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I feel as though I just watched you as you sliced my wrists clean open to watch my lifesblood pour from me....the essence of all my being has been takin from me for you to enjoy....does this please you....is this what u wanted to take all from me and leave nothing...if it is then u have succeeded in ur plans....I am torn and broken....my eyes hurt as if they have been gouged out by razorwire from cryin as u tore me open to leave me exposed....pour salt on me now...what more could it hurt...ahh yes wouldnt hurt you a bit...you like to see others suffer...as this nothingness consumes me ....can you feel anything for what you have done....no of course not this is what it is like to love you....ripped to shreads for ur amusement.....I am pretty close to my death now....why dont you just end it for me....take the last of your harsh words and slit my throat for then it can be over for me...then I can have closure...until then I am a helpless slave to your torture a neverending display for you to admire in all of ur wickedness....though I need you to know that in all of this as u sacrifice me for yourself....that I do it all....because I love you.....

No one gives a shit about your struggles....No one cares when you feel as though your world has fallen apart...as long as it's not them in their time or space.....And the one person that you put your faith into....to help hold you strong and upright ...leaves you when you need them most...How does someone just leave like that?....Not once callin to see if you're alright, if there was anything you needed or anything that they could do for you....They just leave you to deal with it on your own....I find myself in this situation and I wonder why it has to be me....right here ...right now.....My only conclusion is that there is no such thing as coincidence...everything happens for a reason....though I may not know what that reason is I have to try to pull myself outta this shit and keep fightin'....To those of you that said I couldn't do it & I told ya so....I say FUCK YOU!